well, today was good until i came home from work and found out that my mom who said that she was going to take me shopping decided not to..she says, "i didn't want to go this late" !? i dont' understand that, i told her, i was done at 4. she was like, "and it took you an hour to get home?" !? i told her that there was a ton of traffic and stupid people on the road coming home.. i don't think she believed. but its the truth, for some reason since i turned 17 i think my mom as a little less trust in me and i don't know what i did to do that. she won't let me do anythign with my friend melissa any more. and thats another thing thats been buggin' me. i can't go to melissa play tomorrow cause i'm not allow to drive!?! but she'll let me drive to work every day?!? 

*sigh* i just don't understand...my mother's trust in me is slowing diminishing and i dont' know what i did to deserve that... *sigh* well, i thought my afternoon/night would have been different than the usual, sitting in front of the computer..but i was wrong..and it looks like my friday night is ruined as well. *sigh*

why!?!

i'll update later..if anything changes