I thought i'd write this down, maybe it will encourage my fellow Christians out there who read my blog.

right now, i'm heavily relying on the promises of God. a couple that mean alot to me is, the scripture that says,

"God is WONDERFULLY good to those who wait on him." believe you me, i am doing alot of waiting.

another says that if we "Seek and we shall find. Knock and the door shall be open." guess what, i'm on a treasure hunt and i'm banging on the door.

there's a scripture in the Bible, in Matthew, that states that if we just have faith the size of a mustard seed, you can move a mountian. well, in certain areas of my life i might have just that much and actually i think i have more BUT i'm not asking God to move a mountian soo  this should be a piece of cake for him.

All in all, Life is pretty darn good. I like to take the good with the bad and consider it a good day cause really, there's no such thing has a BAD day. cuase no matter what happens you should really rejoice in your sufferings and thank God that its not as bad as you might think it is.

lets just say that i heard some news the other day and i got so mad, scared, angry, upset, sad, confused EVERYTHING that i litterally cried myself into a panic attack of some sort. i went up to my room and sat on my bed and cried out to God. telling him that i wasn't going to leave my room until he calmed me down.

now that might sound stupid to you but, i just wanted to know if God was there, if he could hear me, if he could see me and what was going on. Soon after,  he showed up and i stoped crying and started to breathe normal.

Last night i clung to my necklace, my best buddies know what necklace i'm talking about. my mustard seed necklace cuase i just feel that the Holy Spirit is telling me to NOT forget the Promises of God. No matter what people say around you that it doesn't matter what they say only what God says, cause in the natural, humans are sinful probably considered evil (i think we all know that) people EVEN my Fellow Christians are going to bring me down in some way or another. Words are SO powerful, please be careful of what you say cuase the simpliest of words can bring down a person's WHOLE world.